Choke Back Tears~

I'm too opinionated, I'm grumpy when I'm running on little sleep and when I'm hungry. I need to wear my glasses more often. You'll catch me with my violin on my right hand a book on my left and my D5000 hanging around my neck. It's not that complicated, I have feelings.

I love how

almost 20 seconds after I posted my last post, he called me apologized and said he loved me YAAY :D

What is it..

with assholes and I?! I never seem to understand. I always have standards and principles and rules and ethics and class. Why don’t guys have respect for that? Do I have to talk to you every second of every day? Jesus fuckin’ Christ. The phone attached to my ear 24/7 , 365? I love myself, OKAY? Enough to hang up the phone after 15 minutes to save myself from cancer due to radiation! Oh my Goodness gracious! I hope you’re happy that we haven’t spoken in two days because I’m definitely not gonna be the one to cave in and call you! God you ignorant asshole I hope you shove one real good up the ass. -_-

I love how you’re not calling me either. I give till Tuesday. If you don’t call? I’m done sweetie. You’re not as merely as important as you make yourself out to be. Honestly.

I'm gonna start writing a book in English

So I don’t forget anything.

I’m so scared that I will!

Surprisingly, I wanna see my boyfriend todaaaaaaaaaaay!

I think being successful is the best feeling in the world, hands down.

I need to practice my violin A WHOLE LOT today. So I head this little theory while I was resting my eyes that we were just a little science experiment in a different vortex or milky way or universe and a group of extremely advanced scientists are watching us sending us obstacles to see how we deal with them, analyzing and observing our so called “world” and then laughing at the results. It’s totally possible.

Us humans are so stupid.

Haven't been on this shit for yearss!

I’m losing my social life slowely BUT surely.

At least I got my people and all. -_-

Concrete jungle where dreams are made of.

I ate WAY too much today. I’m seriously about to explode.

I’m not even interested in the FB soccer game tbh.

I couldn’t stop laughing at the balloon incident at the Liverpool game yesterday!

I’m so ready for school, it’s not even funny.

I hate the weekend.

A wise man once told me...

I get to attached to things…

& This is me, letting go.

They keep

changing our teachers schedule! So I don’t know if it’s Math or Physics tomorrow so I have to take both of my books to school, so fucking gay. -____- I have Biology, Physics OR MATH! Turkish Solfege, and History. Just one music class ugh.

Thank GOD no schol on Tuesday. I would’ve committed suicide or something.

FINALLY

lmao wow what a dumbass.

:’)

Wow I'm so pissed

Sunderland?!

COME ON! You’re playing 11 against 10 man the fuck is wrong with you?